I’ve just been drinking v8 for the past three days. I feel so fat.. I’ve gained like 20 pounds since school started
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I’m sick of being this way, it’s time to go back to old habits .
When people use to say they starve themselves for control, I never knew what they meant. I used to think, “I just want to be skinny”, but I know now it runs much deeper than wanting thinness. Whenever I stress out and feel like things are out of control, I give into the temptation of not eating. It really is about wanting control. It really is. And I’ve pretty much only just realized that.
Friends started talking about how much my back bone stuck out when I bent over. It made me feel happy for a minute & then I realized I’m still a fat ass & it’s just because I was really bent over .
I just want to be skinny again
I just want to be skinny again
I just want to be skinny again
I just want to be skinny again
I just want to be skinny again
My friends gasp in horror when they see pictures on thinspo. All I can think is, wow, I want to be that beautiful.
Today, I wish I was dead.
sweetwhitedaisy